It's so hard to do things right when you are so new to it...I kinda....made my boyfriend feel bad and rejected...so he left me alone and rejected me for the rest of the day. it hurt really bad. I had no clue I would hurt so bad to have someone leave me. He was still there, but any time I would try to touch him, he would...just stand there like he was a wall. it was no fun. sooooo....I cried some and our friends saw... mine and his so they told him the next day
he was pretty upset at me for crying in front of people and then not telling him because...apparently they thought that either he had broken up with me...or I was pregnant or something
which is really dumb because I haven't even ever kissed before...
Anyway the day of the rejection I talked to him...and I was so suprised at how much better I could feel after talking. I felt like...not the mother. Like he didn't really want to feel comfort for HIS feeling of rejection (that is why he was upset, I flinched at one of his touches by accident) He just wanted to make sure I was ok, as he thought that I got scared and he was moving too fast...so he was "giving me space" And after I had told him I was sorry for making him feel bad...he was done. He was over feeling hurt. He said that he wanted us to make up for the time we lost but other than that....he was cool and so was I. I am totally not used to stuff like that. In the past I have kinda felt like a motherly sort of person. Which is fine, I don't mind that with friends but...it is really cool to feel like I am important and like...a princess
He is so awesome...
Anyway love you all~
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