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Leaving

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I..don't think I am going to stay here anymore...uh....Too much fighting with a person I started this with and my heart can't take it anymore.  This stopped being fun for me and....I think I'm done.  Sorry to everyone especially Cypress and Kimiko...I'll still check some art and stuff but...no more posts and no more comments.

Sorry mah darling:
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*sigh*

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I am deeply, madly in love with my boyfriend.  It is not even funny.  He is so good with my family.  He came over again yesterday and he didn't have any problem playing with my brothers and sister.  It was good.  And he ate with the family.  It was wonderful.  We watched a movie...but it was REALLY hard to concentrate on the movie...^^; He told me he loves me and he makes me feel beautiful.  I wish he was here now...;-; xD


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It's so hard to do things right when you are so new to it...I kinda....made my boyfriend feel bad and rejected...so he left me alone and rejected me for the rest of the day. it hurt really bad.  I had no clue I would hurt so bad to have someone leave me.  He was still there, but any time I would try to touch him, he would...just stand there like he was a wall.  it was no fun.  sooooo....I cried some and our friends saw... mine and his so they told him the next day ^^; he was pretty upset at me for crying in front of people and then not telling him because...apparently they thought that either he had broken up with me...or I was pregnant or something ^^; which is really dumb because I haven't even ever kissed before...
Anyway the day of the rejection I talked to him...and I was so suprised at how much better I could feel after talking.  I felt like...not the mother. Like he didn't really want to feel comfort for HIS feeling of rejection (that is why he was upset, I flinched at one of his touches by accident)  He just wanted to make sure I was ok, as he thought that I got scared and he was moving too fast...so he was "giving me space" And after I had told him I was sorry for making him feel bad...he was done.  He was over feeling hurt.  He said that he wanted us to make up for the time we lost but other than that....he was cool and so was I. I am totally not used to stuff like that.  In the past I have kinda felt like a motherly sort of person.  Which is fine, I don't mind that with friends but...it is really cool to feel like I am important and like...a princess ^^; He is so awesome...

Anyway love you all~

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uh...cha

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Homecoming is the greatest thing...evah.  I loved to be held and he was so sweet to me.  He let me hang out with my friends and was willing to do anything I asked.  We got our picture taken and....yep it was just oodles of fun.  He smelled so good....*dreamy sigh* I JUST LOVE TO BE WITH HIM!
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*clicks tongue*

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Well...tomorrow is homecoming.....I CAN'T WAIT!!!! I have a pretty pretty dress and date xD He isn't "pretty"....he is just really hott....*dreamy sigh* I jus love the guy to death.  He is really sweet to me.  I hope he thinks I look ok....>>
Today was the assembly of homecomingness which means we had to sit in the bleachers for.....evah.  And watch all the popular people walk down a fake red carpet and then sit down in the school's "good" chairs (aka by Mr. A: butt curve chairs xD)  All the girls were very pretty and the guys were very sharp....I like guys in suits....I think they are smexy.  I voted for the winners which is all I was really trying to do this time as I didn't really care who won....I just wanted to see if I could vote the popular way.  And I did. woo...>>  I didn't really care about that though.  It meant I got to get out of math early and sit with my friends.  And since my date is also one of my VERY best friends...yeah we sat together.  And everyone was like "awww" but....we are kinda old news so I am not sure why people care so much...^^;  Anyway....it is crapmed up there....and so pretty much everyone was shoulder to shoulder. Which worked just perfect for me.  I sat by a boy that...is weird but my friend anyway and then mah love.  It was great.  And I smell really good.  My arm smells like him....it's great.  but that means that it was also a long assembly...hmm....anyway....I smell my favorite smell and it makes me blush and get butterflies.  There was also some personal stuff that if this was a journal only I could read i would share but....only a few get to know about it >> yes that means I am going to probably spill it on you Fenix....
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